Author Archivelove is love is love is c/o © Zaty 22/07/06 Would you find it in your heart Look at me, my depth perception must be off again a slice of the Saliva song Rest in Pieces (I love it) =) On a related matter - GAH GET OUT OF MY HEAD Mr. SexyLips! >__< Ok. I’m bored of liking him. Not exactly bored of HIM, — wait. that’s not entirely untrue tho. Liking people is tiring. Liking him in particular is just plain lethargic. I need a life. Wargh. Ge out of mine, Mr. SL. Ciao. I should really learn to stop liking people to this insane level. Oh well. "I’m not crazy, I’m just a little unwell" ^_^ My dad wants me to go to UIA. NOT kidding. My parents are worrying that I might not get to fly, because this MARA offer is just too risky to not have a safety net. And I totally agree that I DO want+need a safety net. But I have to study at UIA ASAP?? Pa wants me to enter the current intake so that "I don’t miss out" but I’m so mentally exhausted by the Alevels that learning is the last thing on my mind right now, what more to catch up with the already-started syllabi. What’s more, I am NOT mentally prepared to enter Uni life. I’ve targetted February ‘08 for my entrance into Uni life, not this year, not anytime soon. But I know what my parents have in mind. They don’t want me to terkapai-kapai if my Alevels results suck or something. I understand what they’re getting at. I’m just tired I guess. I’m tired of feeling helpless. I don’t know what’s best for myself or my future. Come what may, I’ll just grab it by the horns and work with it I guess. God, you’re my only hope now. Oh yeah, FYI, if I do get in UIA, it’s for the Nov 07 intake cuz they dont accept anyone anymore for the June intake *long satisfied sigh* Argh. Not feeling too good. I STILL WANT TO GO TO UNIV OF WELLINGTON DAMMIT. Geez. Bye. WARGH. my friendster blog’s been giving me problems since the last time i wrote an entry. i also couldn’t comment on other ppl’s blogs because it seemed that i wasn’t logged in when i already i was. but oh well. thank God it’s okay now. hmm. =/ i’ll write some tuff in later later. i am ridiculously full and kinda tired. am also very thirsty. so to whoever’s reading this, cheerios and catcha later~ ciao. I LOVE THIS ANIME. anyhow, here’s the opening song for the story. It’s quite tragic, I think, and it’s sort of a foreshadowing of the ending. T_____T *whimpers* george koizuma… *drooooool* enjoy. listen here: (clickie)
English Translation At twelve I run out You’re disgusted, aren’t you? This might be jealousy…it’s sad…!! “Lonely in Gorgeous” Yeah… The headlights shine I want to gather stardust This might be a lost love…are you serious…?! “Lonely in Gorgeous” Yeah… I want to see the next part of my dream “Lonely in Gorgeous” “Lonely in Gorgeous” “Lonely in Gorgeous” Yeah… “Lonely in Gorgeous” Yeah… I JUST recently found out something about a certain person I’ve known in the past. I think I deserve to be angry/kecik ati because of this newfound ’secret’, but ironically, I actually don’t feel anything negative towards it. In fact, I feel like a huge burden has been lifted from my shoulders. All this while, I’ve been feeling not-so-happy feelings because I thought I have wronged him. Turns out, I didn’t. Well, not entirely, that is. The funny thing is, just a few days ago, I sent him a 2-segment SMS to apologise for whatever I’ve done wrong to him. Not to patch things up exactly, but just to let him know I’m sorry, and let go of my guilt. Right after, I felt satisfaction, even excitement, because I finally got rid one of the troubles that have been brewing in my head all this while. He didn’t reply back the SMS, but I really don’t mind/care. Whatever it is, if Hari Kiamat comes, I’ve already asked for his forgiveness, and if he doesn’t accept it, it’s his decision, and it’ll affect him then. I’m off the hook. =D (Yes, I CAN be a heartless biatch. But let’s not go there, shall we? Ah well. People come, people go. Hearts get hurt, hearts can heal. Whatever it is, I’ll focus on more important things in life right now, like my academics, family affairs, and personal affairs. I’m glad I’ve gotten rid of this ugly issue from my system. Woohoo! Cheers, people~ ^___^ — p/s - I’ve only done about 8.7% of my homework+assignment. Brilliant me. XD On second thought.. p/s 2 - Crapoola. I’ve only done that much. Oh hell. >_< i was so sure that i was over him, it took me ages to heal, when i saw him, i was dumbstruck, then he sat across me, when i look away, i can feel his eyes on me when i look back, he looks another direction but. but only God knows how nervous i was then it was strange -Zaty … or else, face the music sooner or later. and it won’t be "B52s" music, as a spokesperson of a famous "Islam" organisation once said. Heh. I find it so funny that they’re even taken seriously by certain bodies. They say they’re fighting against oppression, I just find the situation ridiculous. <b>If you’re fighting in the name of Islam</b>, be it physically, spiritually, or psychologically, at least <b>have the right intentions</b>. And use the correct ways to get the idea accross, with as minimal damage as possible on both sides. These so-called "liberal" faith leaders are living ‘modern lives, and many do not perform the things Muslims are even supposed to do. So what type of Muslims are they? Only on their ICs? Which they are fighting to have the religion fields erased in the future? They complain that women shouldn’t be forced to wear the tudung, that it’s a "discrete" form of oppression. They complain that women shouldn’t be forced to be silent, that it strengthens the patriarchal control on women. Hah. I can go on for days of how silly they are, I don’t know where to start. For those who understand who/what I’m talking about, I can’t say the extent of how afraid I am of how things will be later on. There is no such thing as "Liberal Islam". There’s no compromise in Islam. You can’t compromise Islamic laws. Nobody is greater than God. God knows his creations, they weaknesses and strengths. By questioning his wisdom and <i>memandai-mandai</i> editing God’s orders, you’re actually going against not just "mainstream Islam", but God. Heh. But then again, looking at the statements they make, I don’t think some of them even think about God anymore. I guess they’ve been blinded by the wonderful, blissful lives they have now to not even think about the consequences of their actions to argue on God’s laws. Do they even remember what is their purpose on earth? Quit complaining like babies- <b>search for the truth, not for ways to bend it</b>. Stop using human laws to interprate God’s laws, dangit. And for God’s sake, stop thinking merely about this life, because in the end, what’s most important is how your life will be after death. Heaven or hell- you choose where you want to end up in, and strive to go there. But I guess some of them don’t even know/remember that Muslims should believe in life after death, huh. And they call themselves Muslims. Sad. thanks for making our lives here a living hell. thanks very much for being very ‘considerate’ and ‘helpful’. really, <span style="font-weight:bold;">thank you</span> SO much for helping us cope with the stress and all our problems in KMS. hmm. i’ve lost my love, trust, and respect in certain teachers in KMS. especially a certain one that i find extremely and utterly hypocritical. again, THANK you. note: to everyone who knows of KMS’ Language Nite, it’s been postponed because of certain ‘problems’, with multiple reasons and without discussions with us. don’t ask me why, becaus ei’m tired of breaking down and being mad about this. everyone’s effed-up right now, and it’ll take a few days to calm. maybe even more. p/s- oh ya. and i’m going to wash the teacher’s toilets next week because i’m going to fail my Lit quiz that was held earlier today. talk about appreciation, Pn. Husniah. you really are great at doing that, huh? What an accomplishment…. *shiney eyes* I can’t believe it. All 54 chapters. Done. Well, actually, I technically read the scanlations up till chapter 41, and the rest were merely translations, just plain text (up to our imaginations *loooong sigh* I’m so in love with Shinogu… *dreamy eyes* He’s sweet, caring, dependable, responsible, smart, affectionate, and not to mention an absolute eye candy as well. Gah. I so want a Japanese guy now. XD And yesterday I signed up at some online Japanese penpal system thingie. But I deleted it a few minutes after posting my ‘classifieds’ because I felt weird. >_o Fungus. I really want Shinogu. Shinogu Shinogu Shinogu… I CAN’T WAIT FOR HOT GIMMICK S TO COME OUT! Yes, yes. I’m obsessed with him. And hot Gimmick. I can’t help it! He’s just perfect. ^_^ Aight, later people. Download scanlations Chap 1- Chap 41 : Clickie! Translations of Chap 42-Chap 54 : Clickie! A really awesome Hot Gimmick forum : Clickie! Ha. I’m done. Whew. LATER~ — Next up on Mangas to delve into: Mangas to continue/finish reading: And I’ll update the rest later. Wheee~~ ^_^ |
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