zaty

love is
  everything sweet
  everything nice
but in the midst of it all, you should’ve thought twice

love is
  everything cool
  everything warm
but in the dark shadows, it really does more harm

love is
  everything beautiful
  everything aglow
but in harsh reality, it’s hard to say no

c/o
so it’s ridiculous
  and funny
to say why love is so great
cause what i think
  and what i feel
is that love equals to hate

© Zaty 22/07/06
1.00am

Would you find it in your heart
To make this go away
And let me rest in pieces
Would you find it in your heart
To make this go away
And let me rest in pieces

Look at me, my depth perception must be off again
You got much closer than I thought you did
I’m in your reach
You held me in your hands…

a slice of the Saliva song Rest in Pieces (I love it) =)

On a related matter - GAH GET OUT OF MY HEAD Mr. SexyLips! >__<

Ok. I’m bored of liking him. Not exactly bored of HIM, — wait. that’s not entirely untrue tho.

Liking people is tiring. Liking him in particular is just plain lethargic. I need a life. Wargh. Ge out of mine, Mr. SL.

Ciao. I should really learn to stop liking people to this insane level. Oh well.

"I’m not crazy, I’m just a little unwell" ^_^

My dad wants me to go to UIA.

NOT kidding.

My parents are worrying that I might not get to fly, because this MARA offer is just too risky to not have a safety net. And I totally agree that I DO want+need a safety net.

But I have to study at UIA ASAP??

Pa wants me to enter the current intake so that "I don’t miss out" but I’m so mentally exhausted by the Alevels that learning is the last thing on my mind right now, what more to catch up with the already-started syllabi.

What’s more, I am NOT mentally prepared to enter Uni life. I’ve targetted February ‘08 for my entrance into Uni life, not this year, not anytime soon.

But I know what my parents have in mind. They don’t want me to terkapai-kapai if my Alevels results suck or something. I understand what they’re getting at.

I’m just tired I guess. I’m tired of feeling helpless. I don’t know what’s best for myself or my future. Come what may, I’ll just grab it by the horns and work with it I guess.

God, you’re my only hope now.

Oh yeah, FYI, if I do get in UIA, it’s for the Nov 07 intake cuz they dont accept anyone anymore for the June intake *long satisfied sigh*

Argh. Not feeling too good.

I STILL WANT TO GO TO UNIV OF WELLINGTON DAMMIT.

Geez.
Random outbursts.

Bye.