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I JUST recently found out something about a certain person I’ve known in the past.

I think I deserve to be angry/kecik ati because of this newfound ’secret’, but ironically, I actually don’t feel anything negative towards it.

In fact, I feel like a huge burden has been lifted from my shoulders.

All this while, I’ve been feeling not-so-happy feelings because I thought I have wronged him.

Turns out, I didn’t.

Well, not entirely, that is.

The funny thing is, just a few days ago, I sent him a 2-segment SMS to apologise for whatever I’ve done wrong to him. Not to patch things up exactly, but just to let him know I’m sorry, and let go of my guilt.

Right after, I felt satisfaction, even excitement, because I finally got rid one of the troubles that have been brewing in my head all this while.

He didn’t reply back the SMS, but I really don’t mind/care.

Whatever it is, if Hari Kiamat comes, I’ve already asked for his forgiveness, and if he doesn’t accept it, it’s his decision, and it’ll affect him then. I’m off the hook. =D

(Yes, I CAN be a heartless biatch. But let’s not go there, shall we? )

Ah well. People come, people go. Hearts get hurt, hearts can heal.

Whatever it is, I’ll focus on more important things in life right now, like my academics, family affairs, and personal affairs. I’m glad I’ve gotten rid of this ugly issue from my system.

Woohoo! Cheers, people~ ^___^

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p/s - I’ve only done about 8.7% of my homework+assignment. Brilliant me. XD

On second thought..

p/s 2 - Crapoola. I’ve only done that much. Oh hell. >_<

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